Oh yeah....I never even addressed my anger with OW calling the house. I truly believe that it will only push H away. He is at least not having her call while I am home. He erases the call ID from only one phone and forgetting to do the others.

I guess I find some humor in his stupidity. He is not good at this affair thing and I know it eats at him. As much as he seemingly is addicted to OW...I know that deep down he carries guilt about the pain it causes me and I think it is even harder on him as I continue to wear my ring and attempt at keeping peace in the house.

I believe that my H also feels disappointment in himself as he never thought he would make these decisions and somehow that fuels his reasons even more. If he would do this kind of thing prior to either one of us even discussing a divorce and allow someone else to take a piece of his heart,......then he truly must not love me.

But still I desire this M and will patiently hang in with support of my new found friends....

M 37
H 37
Married 2yrs (together 7yrs)
Son 4yrs old and H has Daughter 11 yrs old
H involved with OW since Jan 08 and still seeing OW
Still under same roof, but H spending more time with OW as time goes on