I don't know what to say right now. I hear what you're saying for sure. It hits hard, trust me.

Needy is just such a 'bad' word and I don't think I'm needy but I guess I must be because this isn't the first time it's brought to my attention.

thank you for your input Ali when you're struggling as well. I really do appreciate it and will sit on this for a while. I know I have to change. I know it badly.