Thank you again, dear Sandy! You gave me so much to think about!
Originally Posted By: sandi2
From what I am reading in your stitch, it seems that your H was beginning to come around more and staying longer before you went dark. I am wondering if you went dark just about the time he was beginning to come around and stay longer at your house?
We are "unoffiicially" separated (due to his work. Long story!) for 19 months now. He is coming and going ever since .Last time (after finding out about the OW) I've told him that i will not call him, unless it's an emergency. And I never did.
I'm not sure I know what "Stella wants"... as if he influenced me with his crazy MLC and I don't even know who I am anymore. He is not the only one who needs time to process things... I guess I expect him to do something to clean up the mess he created and to convince me somehow that it's for real. Dreams
I've already decided that I want to go home first (I'm in Asia now) and see how things will turn out to be. Then, accordingly, I will decide what to do with my life.
Sorry, if the whole thing doesn't make much sense. Cannot write to save my life!
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
