I tried to send you a PM, but you have so many people who care about you it was full.
Look at it this way, all the women he has screwed around with come with no strings attached. They make him feel good without him having to do anything in return (other than money). It's "easy love".
Being a husband and a father aren't easy love. You have to work for it. He is lazy and doesn't want to work for it.
BBJ, I completely understand your desire to be alone. Trust me, you and I are completely similar in this area. But, I know it's not healthy for me and probably not for you.
Do you have one friend you can trust to spend some time with? Someone who won't judge you and will just be there?
