This is just journaling -

It is so hard to sit here and H has not contacted me at all today, he has been doing a lot of texting lately and now nothing. The hardest part of it is to realize that this is the new normal because we are not going to be together anymore so i shouldn't expect that he would be contacting me. I set up a sleepover for D tomorrow night so I will be looking to make plans to do something. It may be H's first night moved out, if tonight isn't.


Me~34
H~38
D6.5

EA/PA-DEC.07

Moved out~Apr.13,08
Sep. Papers~Dec.7,08
No contact order ~Dec.9,08 and again October 13, 2009