I'm alive and well!! My D's and I are doing very well.
Unfortunately, nothing regarding my sitch has changed. W is still dating OM, and we are working on filing the final papers for the Big D.
I've accepted it and have started to enjoy life. I no longer get that sick feeling in my stomach when I think of my W... I honestly don't think of her much anymore unless something happens with the kids.
She's still very selfish and lies all the time. Not much I can do about it anymore. I've dated a little.. nothing serious... not interested in that. This of course has infuriated my W. Not sure why. She recently took OM to her Dad and Stepmom's in VA. She also turned down the cats saying she wasn't sure she could have them. Turns out... her BF bought her a new kitten. How sweet. She also screwed me over taxes. We were supposed to work together and split the difference, but she said "screw him.. I want my money" I owe what she got back.. funny how that worked.
All in all, I'm not bitter... I just want it to be over. There is so much distance between us on so many different levels that I'm not sure if we'd ever get back together. She still says "you never know what's going to happen" but yet she tells OM she loves him and still lies about me to everyone.
I'm keeping an even keel as far as her and I.. I only go off when it involves the kids and that's how it should be.
I'm having a ton more fun... freedom is nice. Just didn't really want to pay this price.
Thanks to all for checking up on me... I'll poke around and see how you all are doing!!
