Well, the down times killed me last night......I TOTALLY blew it! I lost my marbles and went completely mental on him last night. Literally. I kept saying "do you hear me? I sound psychotic!" I told him that I'll be done now too. That I don't love him and how does it feel to hear that. I told him to go ahead and file since that's what he's always wanted but has dragged it on and on for 18 months for whatever reason. I'm a friggin basket case today and I feel like I've truly lost my marbles and am having a mental breakdown here.
