Yesterday I went running after work, when I got home I had 3 missed calls from H. I called him back and he was out having a drink, he said he was calling to see if I wanted to join him. I said sure and I met up with him. We actually had a GREAT time and neither one of us were ready to leave....but we are slaves to the tv and had to watch Lost \:\). So, we made a deal to go back out tonight.

After the show was over we talked a little. He thanked me for the card and said it was really sweet and he said it made him feel good.

Then he commented on how much I have been running lately and how good I was doing. I told him that I guess being measured for my bridsmaid dress gave me new motivation. He asked when the wedding was and I told him and then said I would like for him to go with me and he said he would. I don't think the wedding will be near as hard for me with H there.

So then after that there was some fooling around . H apologized for not wanting to go farther, but said his AD's have left him with no sex drive. When I left he hugged me tight for a long time, it was like he didn't want to let go. I couldn't help it, but the tears started flowing. I am not even sure why. It just felt so good for him to hold me like that.

It was a great night and I am really looking forward to tonight.

Kris