Piecing...gosh this is hard ll

[a new 2moro]

thanks mrs h....you will get there...if nothing else learn from me that it isnt what you think its gonna be when they come home.

yr, i need to hear more from you. im ok for a few days then the enormity of it all hits me and i feel lost. real lost! i love him to death, but what good is it if it isnt felt back. will it ever come back? am i being a doormat? or a supportive loving w to let this continue? so much stuff races thru my mind!

gg, ugh i wish it were that easy. ha! you came to me for advice and now look where you are! you go girl!