Help Me Act AS IF, Part 3

[Nature Girl]

I am finding myself jealous of my Ds, how sick is that? H is so loving and affectionate with them and while I of course wouldn't want him not to be, it actually hurts for me to see it sometimes. Especially when he and D11, who looks just like me, curl up and read together on the couch.

lmg, I could have written this! I'm not sure its jealousy that I feel about it, I am happy he is very connected to her right now, but it makes me sad to think that it is because of what he is going through. My D11 is a "mini me" too!

My H used to be more connected to S9 than D11, but now he is really focused on D11. What does hurt me, it that D11 seems to be pulling away from me. I can't do or say anything right in her eyes. I didn't think this would happen until a couple years from now. I don't want to cling to her because I think that could make it worse.