I am so sick about the whole thing. Never dreamed this night would happen back when I was standing in a church saying the better or worse lines....
I just wish I knew how it was going to end. I could just cut ties immediately, like tearing off the band-aid. Move out, move on, get-er-done. But to do that someone would have to help me disconnect my heart....
Although I am actually more numb than teary tonight. Don't know what that means. Probably just traumatized/in shock.
Good night and thanks for listening (you know what I mean!)
