Still sad but movin' on

[MonicaP]

Finally asked STBXH to complete his final paperwork. I asked him what it has taken so long and he said he couldn't find the time to file them in the court which is an hour from where he lives. Meanwhile he is in the area once a week for S5.5, so he could arrange to go there before he picks S up.

I said I thought he would have done it quicker since he should be so "excited" to get D and he replied, "doing what I think is right and being excited about it are two different things". I said I wondered if he had any feelings about it all and he said "I do". Then we both drove off.

I saw him later at my home while he was with S5 and he kept trying to talk to me about his new job and the parent=teacher conference we just had. I was trying to read and he wouldn't stop talking. What is that about? Is he just trying to act as if it's all better and we can be friends.

I am as good as it gets when it comes to co-parenting, but being "friendly" with the man who left me for Ow just feels weird. I'm not ready for that. I don't know that i ever will be.

Better go...