I am probably not the best guy to talk to right now because I feel like Sh*t. Iknow what I should say is don't do anything drastic, think this through, take the night to think about this etc. But.......and tha is a big BUT, comes a time when WE have to sa enogh is enough. I am there NOW. Can not tell you what to do but I think you know which side I am leaning on. Your H DOES NOT DESERVE YOU. That is all there is to it.
