After the day I just went through, I am not sure I even care to try to make this work. As expected all the girls were over and I left quite quickly to go over for supper at my sister's...did me some good. Prior to leaving W said I would be happy that she bought a new dress for a shindig she has on Sunday night. It's true i did tell her to get a new dress. Pretty sexy dress. I got home an hour or so ago and W tells me matter of factly she is off to Mexico next Thursday (1 week). This is pretty much the final straw.....I think I wrote the book on being a doormat. I did not even acknowledge what she said. No, will you be able to take care of D7 etc.......it'S all about her and quite honestly she was probably this way for a while but since I am on this DB thing, I tried to keep a positive attitude. To make matters worse, we are expecting a sh*tload of snow over the weekend.... So this is it.....I am out of here tommorow but eveidently I will be in and out in the coming weeks to take care of D7. Can not believe what she has become......I am numb.....I don't want to start this paranoia thing again but I can't help but think that she is not going alone.....at this point it does not matter....for my own well being I need out of here because this is not normal behaviour. I will have to be very close to D7 because she is ALL that matters right now. Don't know how much sleep i am going to get tonight.
To answer your question why i did not tell her yet.....I was hoping for a miracle but this is turning into my worse nightmare.
