Don't be too impressed. Broke my vow. H called a little bit ago and I asked him about calls to OW. H is STILL sleeping with her. So I am not dropping the rope. I don't have a rope anymore. He is the father of my kids now. That is how I will deal with him...so sad and yet also numb. Almost wish for blissful ignorance but it never stays blissful for long anyway...
Can't be in the same room with him showing him PMA when he is f**ing someone else, but tells counselor he is not comfortable getting physical with me??? So will find a way to let kids be with him while I take an indefinite break from H....
