Thanks Woog! I decided not to talk to H about our M tonight, maybe not tomorrow when he gets down here either. I need to take some BBJ time to figure out what I really want to do. On a gut level, I just want to have peace and have me and H and the kids all under one roof and glad to be there....
On an unrelated note S is running a 101.3 fever again tonight. Just 3 weeks ago he had the 105 for 5 days, so I hope we arent headed there again!
Oh, and I reviewed the convo. w/H earlier. Although he started out so angry, on reflection I think it was more like when a little kid runs out in the street and his mom yells at him. She isn't really mad at him, just scared b/c she doesn't want anything to happen to him. H admitted by the end of his ranting that he was really worried that I was going to wind up hurting myself worse than I already was...
So tonight I am making no decisions re. anything...
