SPM, I have been thinking about you throughout the day. I am so sorry things did not go the way you wanted them to.

You know your truth. Hold onto that. Hold onto your memories, they are real. Your wife is angry because she is confused and in crisis.

You have to regroup. I know it will be hard, but try to get your PMA back. Better days are coming. I have to believe that in the end, honesty matters, integrity matters, dignity matters.