I am doing really well. I feel that a weight has been lifted from me. I have been able to detach somewhat...not fully, but a bit. I still think about her a lot, but have not initiated any contact at all today.

It goes against every fiber of my being. I want to call her, talk to her, but I know it will have the exact opposite effect. I know many have succeeded before me, so I am doing my best to stay the course.

Me: 54
Her: 50 and sexy as hell
M: 32yrs
T: 34yrs
Bomb: Sept 26-07 "lost our emotional connection"
Bomb 2: Dec 25-07 she's "not feeling desire"
She asked if she could come home Apr 26-08!
Everything's GREAT!