I am truly trying to detach and find ways of making myself feel good. It's still hard, but I am trying. Today I am feeling angry and resentful. I am miserable and he of course is feeling quite happy. The beginning of any relationship with out responsibility always is fun and exciting. It hurts to know that he is obsessed with this OW. OW called our house again last night while I was out. It really makes me angry that he doesn't have enough respect for me to at least delete the call id. Oh well.
Oh girl, I could have written this, and probably have something very similar in my past threads. HUGS!!!! I pushed the boundary on OW calling our house, told him "You have a choice, you can tell her to stop calling, or I'll call or visit her and tell her. Its the home where my children live, where *I* still live. You have a cell phone, use it."
You are doing great. This is a perfect place to be reminded that sadly, you are not alone. You can do this, you have it in you, it just takes a place like this to remind you.
