Sorry to hear that you have been struggling. I haven't looked at you're posts yet but i really hope that things are now finally going well for you - you really deserve some happiness after all you have been through.
I haven't been on here for ages because things seem to be working out well for me at the moment. Even though i feel pretty good about everyhting right now i still haven't forgotten all you guys on here who have been such a huge support to me over the worst year of my life. Without you i would never have been able to cope and i really don't think my marriage would be back together, THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH XXX