I love the woman, but I think if we were to get back together ANY time soon I would start to regret it even if she was clean, honest and permanently "fixed". I can feel that the depth of my feeling for her has been shallowed (does that make sense?), who knows. I dont know, that for sure, each day brings so many new things to think about I just am overwhelmed.
Mako..you sound strong and in control. Your sentiments sound familiar (lol). Keeping your children safe...and moving yourself and your family to emotionally safe seas is always a good choice. Ya know...someday..she MAY come around and perhaps at that time YOU'LL have some choices. It's clear to me that you are protecting your kids and thinking safely and soundly. Stay strong. FIB
Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11) Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10 Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;
