I am having these doubts too. There are days when I imagine what my life could be without H and realize that I would like that sort of life very much. Then there are others, when I think I'm not going to live without him at all, just don't want to. There are things about me I want to change desperately and I'm nearly greatful to my H for the 2x4. The other things, however, which are so ME, I hope I will never change, things that are of the essence.
I'm trying not to pay too much attention to either thoughts, not at the moment.
Sometimes I think, MLC is infectious
In any case I agree wth JennyF, that "the only thing we can do is find peace with the now and see where this crazy road takes us". Amen.
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
