I'd love to see what you're reading. The list you sent was very interesting to me. I was also able to go down and put a check mark next to almost each one as far as my H goes.
Well, I took D3 to the Dr. yesterday. No flu, no bronchitis...etc. That's a good thing. However, the Dr. said she's seen a lot of very "strong" cold strains come through. Poor baby may have it hang on for another week. I talked to her this morning and she sounded so sad.
Quiet night last night. H worked until 9:00 and left to go workout right away when he got home. He called from work last night to check on D3, but otherwise it seems that he hasn't been talking to me unless it's absolutely necessary. He may know that OW's H called me again. He seems to find that out. You know, it's like they have to mentally beat you down and drain you to the point where you want to give up. I mean, I've made mistakes too, but I'm not a bad person. I may not be what he wants in his life, but I'm not evil. He's told me he doesn't hate me, so why treat me as if he does. He treats total strangers better than he treats me. I did get him wondering the other day. He called and I answered in a very happy voice. His first question was.....what's got you so cheery? Me: Oh nothing, just a nice day!
I have a friend that I've talked about before that I saw back in Nov. for the 1st time in about 14 years. We'd unfortunately had a falling out back then & lost touch. She emailed me yesterday and made me feel better............ ***************************************************************** Sue-
I know that you're dealing with so much right now and I wish I could say or write the perfect thing, but I don't have the perfect advice.
I do know that you deserve the best in life, you deserve to be happy- You were always my friend that was so full of life and always had a wonderful spark-I always knew when I was with you life was fun. Even when life wasn't going well for you or me, I could still feel that spark and knew that things would get better. Just remember that I know that you still have that spark and that's what will get you and D3 through this.
He called and I answered in a very happy voice. His first question was.....what's got you so cheery? Me: Oh nothing, just a nice day! 
