What do you anticipate will happen if he thinks his gravy train may derail? I am curious to know.
Did a lot of thinking last night. I wondered if H will ever face his inner deamons and repair this or does he really consider this M over for good. I asked myself....why does he come to our home, hang out with us, call me all of the time .....and then says we can sell the house, split the money and go our seperate ways.
What does this man want from me? Is he using me to fix things with s15? Using me for my health insurance until he gets a new job? Using me in case things fall through with MOW? I just don't know anymore.
My H made some bold statements of never returning yesterday. Don't know if they were from his anger or his true feelings. He made it clear he was not coming back. Tried bullying me into doing his dirty work with the house and then tells my dad that his C told him he can't have any R right now until he learns to love himself. That he is on a different level from us.
I guess it is time to stop analizing ....and time to take the focus off of him. I pray for a calm weekend. Once again Snodderly, just curious that him losing his gravy train may result in.
