Betcha can! But hope you don't have to fly tomorrow if you are sleep-deprived
So actually I am doing a little snoopy dance tonight. If you guys have ever seen Charlie Brown cartoons you know how Snoopy points his nose straight up in the air and does a little dance when he gets his supper or other happy things??
Well I was stewing yesterday and half of today b/c of my snooping into H's cell bill online and seeing OW's number. But those dates, although AFTER he said he ended the A, were BEFORE he told MC he had decided to "work on things". So I am trying to forget about them (okay it isn't working too well but I am trying).
Anyway H surprised me by coming down later tonight than expected, I told H the kids and I would be at church and thus would not see him when he came down to get his old truck...As I posted earlier we had positive interactions including a hug and kiss (and then another hug goodbye) ALL initiated by H.
As he left he complained he was too tired to go back to Iowa. He got up at 3 a.m. today to go to work early and meet the scheduler of trucks who gets in at 4 a.m. So by 10 pm he had already been up 19 hours with a 2 1/2 hour ride back to Iowa ahead. I told him "Drive safe, if you get too tired you can call and talk to me, I will try to help you stay awake". After he left I hoped it wasn't too "pursue-ish". I have told him before when he was driving all the loads of hay that he could call if he got sleepy, but he never did. Just texted on occasion. So imagine my surprise when the phone just rang at 5 minutes before midnight. I knew it had to be him. Since I was up, and had offered, I answered. He said he was only 60 miles down the road (his ranger doesn't go all that fast) and had stopped to get something to drink b/c he was so tired.
We talked for about 10 minutes about random things (his truck, getting me a new car once I get a full-time job, his new job, etc) and then he said he was losing his connection and could barely hear me (it is hilly in that part and whenever we go through Northern Missouri I always lose him, too). So I said, okay, be safe, good night--no ILY. He said goodnight.
I will be totally honest w/you guys as I write this part of me is wondering why it took him nearly 2 hours to go 60 miles and visions of OW have danced in my head. But I am putting those thoughts to bed. I would rather snoopy dance. Because for the first time in a few months, he has called me from the road just to talk to me. After hugging and kissing me earlier this evening.
