Summer had some really good insight. I know that was what God had wanted from me, to let my H go and if he were to come back, then that was God's will at work. Taking from Paul when he said, if you unsaved spouse wants to stay married, then stay with him, but if he wants to go, then let him leave, how do you know that you will save him?" something like that.
Definitely something to pray about CM. I know it's probably against every peice of your body, but granting W what she wants, doesn't mean your not trying to save your M anymore, and it's more...you still believe in your M, "let no man break what I have bound together", and you are giving it all to God to allow him to work and fix it, not you, cause it's HIS job.
and yes, it is rather strange how much anger W has for you. well, not so much strange, as sad.
obviously, Satan is really trying to work hard to keep her out of God's hands.
One thing that has struck me is that W left all the same day and practically served papers the same day. This really tells me that she had been D from you in her mind for a very long time.
I am so glad though that you chose to rely on God and not on man, because God does move mountains!
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
