I went out tonight when the kids went with H. I went to starbucks, had a latte and read my book. I never do things like that so it was good. My hands are actually starting to get calluses from shovelling! The snow was crazy heavy today, I got a work out for sure. It was actually really nice to be outside though. It was quite warm and the sun was shining...I needed the vitamin D.
When H dropped the kids off he was sour. It's like he's gone right back to angry guy again. I don't know why. Could it be he felt himself softening and had to revert? Could it be because of my sister? Could it because of my reaction to him wanting to S overnight? Who knows. Maybe all of the above. But it sucks.
One thing I can't get off my mind is what my sister wants to talk to him about. I'm so frustrated because I'm worried it's going to be something that will get his back up just when I felt like I might be making progress. Anyway...I'm babbling again. J~
M 35 H 29 M 4 yrs T 9 yrs D 3 S born 10/19/07 Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08 Status - still figuring this out
