So, Ive been told that H is not having a MLC. I don't think he is either because he really doesn't exhibit the symptoms. He is depressed and tired of the whole M though. I have been trying so hard not to call, text or question him at all but I do answer his calls. I am not inviting him to the apt. anymore but we have made plans to go shopping for a friends Bday Saturday. Basically if he wants to talk or spend time with me he has to ask but I'm not asking him anymore. Space was requested space will be given if it kills me.
He actually touched me today. We were saying goodbye and he rubbed my arm. I didn't even notice so I couldn't have reacted. I'm so happy to have my first physical baby step.
Hope you guys are doing well.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
