I am back...I have had no time to get on here hardly at all over the last couple of days. Work is crazy and I have not been home long enough to even think about getting on line.
But things with H are going wonderfully. Still answering alot of his questions, and help him through the tough times. I hoped that we were through the thick of it until it became quiz time again on Monday night. We were up until about 1am talking and working through things again. We were working through the fact that the OM was a friend of mine and that he was included in somethings this summer while the A was going on. I was bold to say the least. And that H had asked me a couple of times if there was anything going on and I denied it. But I do believe that is all normal, All I have to do now is be honest and truthful with him and keep the lines of communication open with H and life will be good.
H had another C appt today and he and his C agreed that I should come back with the next appt. From the run down that H gave me the C feels that we are going to be fine as long as the lines of communication stay open. But the C works with those who have addictions, the C seems to focus on that subject an awful lot. That is about the only thing that I don't really like but other than that from what H has said about him, the C is kind of growing on me. But time will tell. I know that you all have said if you don't like our C fire 'em. I should have done that the last time, with the lady that I had the first time around, she was awful. I hated going to see her, I was doing cart wheels leaving from my last appt with her.
Last night at bowling was a bit tough for me. You see there were SEVERAL people there that I met while I was out with the OM. And knowing that they all know by now what is going on, it was a bit hard not knowing what OM told them about what happened between us to end things for good. OM has a my space page and I for what ever reason pulled it up and read some of the comments and read what he wrote as comments on others pages, he was not trashing me but he definatly outed me to a person or two. I know he knew what he was getting into the whole time, I agree. But up until now he has NEVER even mentioned me or the A that was going on.
But have to head to the hockey game, our local OHL team has a home game tonight and D and I are going to it. We have season tickets that is something that we will have to talk about getting next year again. I don't want to go to every single one of them but there are times that I do want to go and we only have two seats now but the seat next to ours is normally open so we have been able to buy that ticket for me to go the games that both D and I want to go with H.
