i think i will do that. I'm seeing my W toommorow at C. i desided im going to try something. when its done i will walk out and not try to talk to he runless she talks to me. the only hint of seeing her next week will come when we disuce our nexr C session.
but i will also let heer pain wash over me and not succome to it. i will continue to express understanding of the consequences of my PAST and the hope for a FUTURE. My wife is so scared and hurt right now. she is only protecting herself. i realise the pain is there for her as well as me. i will work on WAS info. i will walk in and be so Fin upbat it will kill me. but i will no longer cry with her. i will be supportive of her pain and cry on my own time. i have plenty of that.
