SH you will be ok on your trip decide beforehand what you intend to do about OF dont wait to the heat of the moment If you are not done with H stick to that or you will complicate things for yourself and possibly regret it later if its m,eant to be OF will still be there when your ready its a long process this healing and letting go but I cant see us rushing it or getting into another R to avoid it you have done amazingly weel for a long time stick to your plans and you will feel more empowered go against yourself and you may feel weak peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow