SH
you will be ok on your trip
decide beforehand what you intend to do about OF
dont wait to the heat of the moment
If you are not done with H stick to that
or you will complicate things for yourself and possibly regret it later
if its m,eant to be OF will still be there when your ready
its a long process this healing and letting go but I cant see us rushing it or getting into another R to avoid it
you have done amazingly weel for a long time
stick to your plans and you will feel more empowered
go against yourself and you may feel weak
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow