Hanging On To What I Believe In - 2

[Treese]

Hi Ba;

Just checking in.....I would give anything to hold H's hand....I'm not even allowed to touch him..OW might not like it even if she's not around..

Tonight is my big dinner for d21, she leaves tomorrow, told her her dad was coming, she was a bit angry at me...she said, "why, I don't want to see him". I told her then just don't talk to him...he hasn't called her in 5 1/2 weeks...she is angry but also hurt because he calls the other 2 kids...do you think it's because she reminds him of me....now I feel bad...

This rollercoaster ride sucks!!! I want off.....and I want it all to be FIXED!! There I said it...FIX, FIX, FIX!!! OK, I feel better now. thanks for letting me get that off my chest.

Hang in there BA, you are doing awesome....you are always in control....I hope someday I can do the same...

Treese