Thanks Michelle,

I appreciate the hugs.

I just feel so alone right now and that my whole world is falling apart. I'm sure that everyone on these forums has felt that way, so I know that I am not alone in those feelings. I am just having a tough day I guess. SOmetimes I find hope and now I feel hopeless again.

I just hate that this is happening to me and my son.

My H will be home in about 4 hours and I can't stop crying and I know that I can't be that whay when he is here.

Again thanks for your continued support.


M 37
H 37
Married 2yrs (together 7yrs)
Son 4yrs old and H has Daughter 11 yrs old
H involved with OW since Jan 08 and still seeing OW
Still under same roof, but H spending more time with OW as time goes on