He has already asked for my forgiveness so that is not an issue here.
The holdback is the enormous guilt and living with the people he hurt the most. He is not struggling with the lie because he really did not lie when I confronted him almost three years ago. It is the guilt that affects these men, more so than anyone can ever imagine. And OW is really no longer an issue any longer even though she is still somewhat in the picture but she knows who he loves and wants to be with.
Otherwise we are okay.
God is working here and I am glad it is He rather than me working this out.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
