UD, peace: Yes! I am absolutely doing a little crazy making. Those were the exact words I had in my head. Some of it has to do with the other thing that's on my mind - seeing OF on my trip. I can honestly say that there is nothing worth mentioning going on at the moment, but even if there was, I don't think this is the appropriate place to talk about it. Maybe just anxious about the possibilities that exist there.
I leave on Saturday and will be gone a little over a week. I might change my flight to an earlier one, so I won't bother asking H to send us. It gives us more time away from each other too. My internet connection isn't very good there, so I probably will only be reading and not posting.
I was thinking today how much I really did love my H - and I still do. It's just different now - like the way I still have a soft spot for my ex-bf - and if the circumstances were ever right again with my H, I could absolutely love him again, only better. At least I think I could.
In the meantime, there's nothing I can do about his part of the equation.
