Update to my sitch, the end has come

[mako_man]

We Spoke yesterday and her initial concern was that being in a halfway house (they recommended 6 mos) for that long she wont be able to see the kids. And if she just goes back to her sisters house, which is very much a positive environment, the courts will see that she didnt follow a recommended treatment plan. She then began to talk about *us* and her williness now to put everything out on the table, which she in fact started to do, I heard a lot. I then stopped her and explained its best to do this in a theraputic environment. She professed that if she could have anything it would be for me to trust her again. It ended with me telling her that I just dont know if thats possible but didnt completely rule it out. I understand her desperation but I need to make sure she is being genuine and not just playing me for a fool again. She has always been holding onto the this "you cant even prove an adultry case against me in court", but she clearly has now reversed that and admitted all kinds of things. I honestly do think its making her feel better to get these things out. I am just overwhelmed at the moment, and on the defense.