You're right I do and sometimes I do when I don't even mean to! Honestly I can't tell you why I said what I said on Sunday. I hadn't planned on saying anything like that. Shoot I'm not even sure what I was expecting as a response. I do know her response came across to me as very positive.
So I guess really I just want her to say "yes it's time to see if this will work." Really I feel like when I look at her, look into her eyes, see the way she acts, reacts and responds around me, that deep down she really does want to reconcile, she wants me to be "the man", wants to know and believe in me and us. I mean come on, she's not filed yet and has said she still doesn't have a plan to at this point. So what is it she's expecting? Am I reading too much into it all?
Maybe so but I do know I need to keep moving forward for myself and that's exactly what I am doing. I can't and won't let the faint desire keep me in limobland, keep me from moving forward in life.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
