I haven't posted to you before, but I just read your post and I wanted to tell you that I am so sorry that you find yourself here! It does matter if you suspect or not, but to find out for sure it really knocks you on your a**! I does seem like it now, but you will get up, you will brush yourself off, and you will get through it! Take good care of you!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!