well....my H brought the kids home tonight...he came in the door with an envelope in his hand. He had it down by his side. I did something I never thought i would be able to do... I reached out for the envelope and held my hand there waiting for him to hand it to me. H didnt hand it to me right away...but he did say "so you knew about them?" I said yes. I took them and said "Thank you" and laid them on the table. He said "will you at least look at them?" I said "I sure will". That was all that was said. I turned around to the kids and said "tell your daddy goodbye"

I think he was expecting me to fall apart and throw them at him. I didnt though. I was so strong. I dont know where it is coming from, but I didnt fall apart. I read them after he left and there are definitly a few changes I want to make.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10