Yep, I will, LN. I am dropping the rope for real...I think it will surprise her, but I have to do this to keep my sanity. I am not ready to move on quite yet, but I am ready to let her move on.

Who knows what will happen? Certainly not me.

She said last night "I wish I had a crystal ball". So she is still slightly unsure of what she wants. But I told her she's free now, to do what she wants with no pressure from me.

I do feel bad for her, she must be going through hell too.

More to come, I'm sure........