H was home last night and all day today because of the weather. I realized today that I actually miss him more when he is right there in front of me. Make sense? He was angry today, venting about our situation, blaming me a lot. It wasn't loud, just venting, but I listened. He is so lost. I will not be strong all the time by myself, but I am going to remain strong in front of him. He needs to move on (at least he thinks so), I will show him I will be fine (I will be!) when he does this.
What a mess, but I just need to step back and breathe (thanks jak, so true). I can do this.
