Just wondering if I can get any takers to come and take care of me for just a day or two. I don't need a lot of attention, just some one to ask me how I feel or offer to bring me something to drink when I'm coughing or tissues when I'm sneezing. Anything.
When I was so down and out on Sunday until very late in the day, H paid me no attention at all. I had run some errands on Sat. and the only thing H said to me on Sunday was to ask if I'd forgotten something at the store and then drilled me as to why I hadn't bought the cooking oil he wanted. Thankfully later in the day he got better. I guess I did a good enough job of proving I was so sick!
It's been a tough day between not feeling well and thinking about all the things OW's H and I talked about yesterday. It's been very hard to hold my tounge around H the past few days too.
One thing I failed to mention that OW's H told me is that OW had called a psychic a few weeks ago. He found the notes she had about the call and he said they were very hurtful to him. One of them said....the new man in your life is genuine. OW told him that they weren't notes from the call, but rather feelings she had before the call that were verified by the psychic. I kept wondering how she can feel that a man who is willing to leave his family & break up hers is genuine? I know, I'm questioning things too much again. Just can't help it today.
Got D3 ready for school today and she looked so pretty. She had a dress on with tights and she wanted her hair put up. She's been telling everyone that she's having a 4th birthday party. We haven't planned anything yet, so I guess we have some work to do.
Have a great evening.
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
