Up and down we go, where it stops, nobody knows

[SirPrizeMe]

Thank you Tree and RTL for the words of support.
How do I handle it all? I don't know.
I try to keep perspective. My kids are still ok. I miss them, don't see them as much as I would like. But they are ok. Healthy, apparently.

Looking at all the filings, I am hopeful that I will have a positive outcome on Thursday. There is just too much wackiness in what she says. If she is saying that I left them penniless, but I have all the bank records showing I paid the bills and I have receipts for cash signed by her, then what will the judge conclude?

Yes, the court date is the 6th. I am hopeful.

I told someone today that I get to see my kids twice a week. TThey said "that's good!" It's funny how your perspective changes. A year ago I was with my kids every day. I hugged and smooched them every day. Now I see em twice a week. And that's supposed to be "good".

euh.

I'm enjoying this day as best I can. ...thinking of sneaking out for another bike ride this evening. and sometimes in a quiet moment, I am looking forward to better days ahead.

ps: I have been keeping my smile and cheer up, been noticing there are lots of attractive, single women out there. I am not currently in the market, but still, it is nice to exchange pleasantries with a nice woman with a sweet smile.