Things are not where I want them to be but I think they are heading that direction.
Yes GF, I reacted completely different than I ever thought I would. I also retaliated and wanted him to hurt as much as me, so I said things that I knew would hurt him. I too later apologized in an email for how I acted. I told him that I had kept telling him that he was a different person...but I had also become a different person and not one that I liked. I now feel that rather than getting mad at him...I should have been worried about him.
