Today isnt going great....I told my H to send me the papers last night. Told him I wasnt doing this anymore. I have to let go and take care of me and I honestly cant do that if I am holding on to anything.
Got into a very heated discussion last night. When I hung up on him and didnt answer his calls he came over and banged on my windows and doors. Thats it. I cant deal with him anymore.
I will keep praying for him though. He seems to think he has become a changed man over night. One meeting with the therapist and one week on meds and he is changed.
I found out he has been lying to me this whole time about everything and Not from him either. He decided to tell the OW himself, the truth this morning....she wasnt happy at all. Is calling it quits with him.
He is mad at me and thinks I told her some stuff.
Im done...Im sorry guys, but I cant take this any longer. I will not be lied to over and over again. Not anymore. If she chooses to be with him after this? Her problem. He hasnt changed and never will. He cant be trusted ever....
I found out from someone that he said I AM CRAZY and that my WHOLE family is crazy!! His step mom never liked me and he said he was going to deny every having an affair...and he did...Denyed it to the fullest. I dont know him...he is sick and I dont want to be involved with him anymore.
I just have to figure out how to get along with him now.
Sorry guys...I have to do this for me. I have to move forward and thinking he may come back someday is keeping me from going anywhere in my life.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
