SH Some days are like that..all of a sudden we feel desperate it might not br your situation -but you..growing pms ??it will pass I can understand your fear in rejection if H may not bring you himself..to airport would it still be helpful for the ride if anyone took you and he arranged? if he cant, maybe its just his own uncomfortability with facing you.. maybe there are no signs here..only internal messages and we can practice tuning in as far as friends..they dont understand and in their own way, they try to spare us pain as they see it hopeless.. that doesnt mean it is hang in how long will you be gone? peace
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