"After all, my integrity is the one thing that can't be taken from me. I'd have to give that away."

I really wished I had some sense, and strength like you. I feel like an idiot when I think of all the stuff I have put up with all for someone who is not worthy.

One day I'll get to the place your at. I'm setting up my goals to get back my self respect and self worth. It's time to throw the trash out because it stinks here in CA.

M 45
H 42

D 26
D 18
S 16

Married 19 years
Together 24 years
ILYBNILWY 1/7/08
OW 10/11/07
ended affair 3/14/08
came home 3/14/08
last contacted ow 3/17/08
4/19/08 trying to piece marriage back.