I just hate the idea, though..that I always will have an unconditional love for this woman...6 billion people in the world, and I harp over one...ironic isnt it?
I know other women find me attractive and smart and all that...they have told me. I think maybe I hold on to the past W I had. I do agree a little though with your theory on the alien thing...I just think she has an addiction, cause her BF tells me she regrets it after the fact, but then cant fight the urge to stop it.
So, I will RUN from this little charade...she wants to be friends..but RMG, she is losing everyone around her...her family, her kids are slowly depising her, her BF is losing her...and now her fall back always there exH is departing..
I just wish she could see what she is doing to herself..no for any reconcilation purposes, more for the kids and her own stability...she seems to becoming self-absorbed and losing control of her life and she doesn't know it.
Rock bottom is emminent...she needs that and us being there is not helping her to that point...
