Thanks you guys! Don't know why but I was up until 2:30 last night. Just thinking about me and H and what is going to happen....doesn't do any good since I don't know what will happen. Don't know if I have the job or not, don't know if I am moving soon or not....in a weird way I almost hope I stay here to finish the school year. The school that wants me here the rest of the year doesn't get out until May 28. That is about 12 weeks which would give H some time to think.........I know it doesn't seem like a ton of time, but is more than the 5 weeks that could happen if I move up sooner for my job...
Anyway I am trying today to focus on MY needs/responsibilities. No sub job today so I am cleaning the crap out of the house to get it ready to sell. Loading up toys and baby clothes to donate to empty out some of our clutter. Feels good to lighten our load of "STUFF". I know some people would feel so lucky to have so much "stuff" as we do, but it weighs you down and overcrowds the house. SO I am literally "cleaning house" today. Which is actually helping my mood........
Check in later if I get any job/H/other earth-shaking news.
