I seriously thought about goind on ADs. I had the precription in my hand and was going to fill it. Before I did I expressed my thoughts to our MC about the medication. He said I've been worse off than I am now. We made a deal if I seemed depressed, he would suggest I go on them and I would.
It's a rollercoaster ride. I like rollercoasters but not this one. One minute she's happy and the next minute she's not. I want her affection, but I'm learning to do without.
Thanks for the inquiry, maybe if my posts sound too negative you can suggest ADs. I'll take note of what you say and seriously think about it. I'll then bring it up to my MC and see what he thinks.
Also thanks for the reminder about the MLC and validation. I didn't think of her lack of feelings was her way of trying to validate her lack of L for me.
